Archive for February 11th, 2009
Yesterday I felt the desire to make a reappearance at my Tuesday night gym class at 24 Hour Fitness. I have two classes that I like to think I am a ‘regular’ at— a strength & endurance class and a shadow boxing class. They are a great complement to my running and help me be a better runner by strengthening my core and upper body. Problem is, I haven’t been to the boxing class for two months until last night.
Not because I haven’t had the time. But because it scares me.
Every. single. time.
The class is a combination of full throttle boxing/boot camp/plyometrics/athletic drills. The instructor is a 5 foot tall ball of energy who doesn’t accept anything less than 100% effort. Kinda like a petite drill sergeant. She’s ruthless. It is 45 minutes of pure physical exhaustion and pain, followed by 15 minutes of torturous ab work.
Everytime I sit there waiting for class to start, I get nervous. I am willingly signing myself up for pain. And everytime, during the middle of doing 3 minutes of constant pushups and burpees, I ask myself why I’m subjecting myself to it. I can easily run for 60 minutes. But this…..this is torture.
And I love it.
Yes, there were times I thought I might fall over and pass out. But also times when I looked in the mirror and thought “yeah, i could knock someone out with my left hook”. It makes me feel powerful and strong.